Life is an interesting thing. Being human is also an interesting thing. The fact that a person can love something and hate something and be wicked appreciative of things all at the same time is just a mysterious idea.
I never thought I'd say this, but I, in very certain specific aspects (and not many), miss high school.
In high school I played horn at minimum 1 hour per day. Now? 1 hour a week. And I'm not talented any longer. And I'm not regarded as a horn player any longer. And no one says, Hey, that girl is pretty good. Nothing. I'm a vocalist. I am the girl that got to be a solo finalist EVEN THOUGH she auditioned with strep throat and barely had a voice(final auditions are tomorrow). I'm the girl that made the tiny select CHOIR freshman year first semester without really trying. I am not an instrumentalist. This isn't how things were supposed to go.
Moving on, is there anyone that is going into Elementary Education, Early Childhood Education, or Social work? If there is, please come to Wheelock. It is an awesome school! I'll give you a tour myself; I AM an ambassador. The courses rock, the professors rock, and you don't ever have to walk very far to get your food. Please Please consider it. I need someone that knows what the hell I mean when I say valley.
Moving on to valley. I would like you to know that "the valley" is like a town everywhere else. I am not from Kingston. I am not from Wilkes-Barre. I am from "the valley." Problem is, everywhere else is a valley too, so that makes no sense. Other people are like.. "yeah in my town we have this.." or "The school in my town..." See, we don't have a town. It is a weird weird weird thing. Maybe it is just New England that is like that, I'm not sure. Either way, I'd like you all to acknowledge the fact that you are not from the town you live in. You are really from "the valley."
.........Classes are great, except for the one that I have to read 500 pages a week for and do a paper a week. (It is only a once a week class). With work study and my placement and my classes and my extra curriculars, I have no time. Also- I have no friends. No seriously, I have no friends. I have people that I like and that like me, but I don't hang out with anyone but David. I mean, I hang out with my roommate, but you know... we sort of live together.... 4 days a week anyway. But really, I'm not sure this is healthy.
Sorry for the long entry. I'm wicked depressed right now. Musically.
Goodnight and Sweet Dreams,